I know I have a paper tmr, and many many more papers to come next week. It shall be my last post before my self-declared imprisonment.

Yes, did I just mention I have an exam tmr? You won't believe how slack I am nowadays cos I can't even believe it myself. In the past, whenever I had exams, all my attention would be on books, tutorials, papers scattered everywhere in my room.

In the past, a few days before exams, I wouldn't even want to leave the comfort of my home. I just wanted to lead a secluded life, watch some tv, disturb my younger brother and hit the sacks.

Now, I'm having suppers, going shopping like merely 1 week before exams, talking on the phone till wee hours, studying out of home like a couple of days before my papers, stoning at my park which happens to be only 150m away......

Talking about lowering standards. Or maybe, I'm just slacking. And now, only 1 day before exams which I haven't even prepared for thoroughly, I still have the mood to blog!! Next time don't give me open-book exams. I just keep telling myself to relax cos it's open-book when I jolly well know you won't even have time to flip through your post-its.

Everytime when I meant to be serious in my revision, my mind wonders far away. Far away, to think about the same thing, same problems, same people, same jokes. Utter waste of time and effort. Super unhealthy. But..why can't I control my thoughts?

Oh God, you're just gonna help me lah. I really need to be focussed for a week. Just one week ok? Please?

And stupid brain, stop running away.